If you have the motivation to write here, then you must want to get painting. No one is going to give you great words to get you all hopped up, its got to come from you. Not to sound like some shrink. For you its a hobby? Arent hobbies suppossed to be fun? When you want to paint you will. Cant force it. Then its no longer a fun thing to do. If you get bumed over it, it will never come, "too much pressure to Paint"! Be patient. Cool project or idea will hit you and you will be on your way.
TABG
Airpower Art Studio