Burnout/and Giveout

[yardartnut]

Ive finally reached a point to have to just stop and take a break from things...
The camels back broke during the attempt on the tank....I wasnt stressed from the pressure to get it in the contest, I wanted so bad to complete a vision I had of it....
My Jesus turned out looking more like a wrestler in the face...the 4 horses..the white ones were great, but thru uncounted redos I couldnt simply add a black horse and a sorrel horse.....they would go to pot ...then of all things...Ive had a puter since 96..always ran protection ...it went out I put off renewal..and of course got a Trojan [wouldnt ya love to have those inventers in a room for 5 minutes alone with no way out] anyway I spent forever getting this thing back up........
So to relax..Ive been spending my time rebuilding my web site, and finally adding paypal to it [it will take most of April to complete....
Also Billy and I decided to buy a small camper [*to go along with my boat long fishing weekends We have narrowed to 2 choices, and should have one by this weekend...we already have a trip planned for the following weekend.....in the past we have pitched a tent and been primitive, but that wears ya out
I did get one day last week to check out my boat...after several minor adjustments to the lean/rich jets ...it ran great [was a bit hard to get that done alone in the water**adjust..walk back and try ..then repeat steps...
Fish were not biting, but I came home a new woman...ahahahaha since then it has rained, or been a bit too cold to go out.....
I would like to ask those member here if you would..
If you have emailed me in the past PLEASE send me a new mail...I cant find my address book in the back up data.....thanks

I will be in and out of here, but wont post work for a bit.....

[KwitcherBitchin]

Sorry about your bought of bad luck Peanut. Take awhile off, put your feet up and relax. You'll get your "second wind" I'm sure just make sure you keep dropping in though and hanging out. You beat this I'm sure............................Kwit

[stormer]

A big *HUG* to you Peanut. Relax a bit and soon the fish will be biting and the paint flowing again!

Niclas

[Neder/Brit]

Chill Peanut a bit of R&R never did anybody any harm.

[yardartnut]

Originally Posted by stormer

A big *HUG* to you Peanut. Relax a bit and soon the fish will be biting and the paint flowing again!

Niclas

Thanks Niclas...you know I luv dem huggggggsss

[yardartnut]

Originally Posted by Neder/Brit

Chill Peanut a bit of R&R never did anybody any harm.

Thanks Neder.....I just dont really know how to stop, and do nothing at all...ive never learned....im so bad at it I even have to work crosswords when I take a bath...now thats bad the only time I seem even close to it is on the lake up the creek in the middle of nowwhere! I dont know it seems with all this energy to do something I get nothing done...sounds weird....
I told hubby just yeterday that I feel like Im looking all the time for something major, good and exciting to happen for me, and it dont.....anybody got suggestion Im more than willing to try it at this point.....less taken dope...cant go that route..

[Diaz Dezine]

Originally Posted by yardartnut

I told hubby just yeterday that I feel like Im looking all the time for something major, good and exciting to happen for me, and it dont.....anybody got suggestion Im more than willing to try it at this point.....less taken dope...cant go that route..

Maybe you shouldn't try so hard to look for it. Surprises are the best Ms. Peanut!
Keepin yourself busy with things you like to do is the best thing to do to prepare for surprises.
How about jumping out a plane...with a parachute of course!
or bungee jumpin!
Dope is out of the question.
Go throw a bachelorette party for somebody, even if they arent gettin married and go see some Chippendales!! no no...Billy wouldn't like that!
Maybe DEMOLITION DERBY!!!
Now this is a good one...robbing a bank!!lol! uh...just kiddin..don't do that.
I don't know but to me everyday is a surprise, that I wake up alive and kickin, the birds chirpin, a good spring rain ('member I'm from AZ), the smell of fresh cut grass and to see my wifes face still here by my side...I'm not gonna push it!
It will come around..... or unless it's always been around.
By the way how is Sally?
DIAZ

[KDSilverBrush]

Camp and fish, mikola, being in the grand gift of the beauty of this world that Creator has given us all is good medicine.

[Pelts]

Peanut, if you don't mind getting a cyber hug for an old buzzard, here it comes. Do whatever it takes to relax. I don't recommend underwater basket weaving. I tried that and believe me....... It sucks. Please take care and we'll see ya in a few days.

Pelts

[brushbyair]

Peanut, you have been through hell lately, sending many HUGS your way. Bet ya can't wait to get that new camper, can't beat getting away from it all and enjoying what the master has put before us, enjoy it and enjoy it often. We just bought a new fifthwheel, picking it up next weekend (4/12) send ya some pics after we get it home. I'll get that email right out to ya so ya have my address. Take a couple of BIG deep breaths and get right after that tank, I know it can't get the best of ya, you are too talented to let that happen!! Till next time, relax.

[incognito]

Hey there Ms Peanut, Well at least you know that you have to pull up a bit, that's a start. I guess it's the old story about rushing to get to the big event, but missing all the good stuff on the way, kinda like a road trip, much of the fun is the getting there. I do know what you mean, I have to take some meds on account of a spinal issue, and sometimes it just gallops away, my mind is racing on, usually if I haven't eaten well enough, and I find myself saying "Whoa there feller, take it easy, these things can wait a while longer"
But of course it's the way some folks are naturally, just living life in the fast lane. Although I haven't tried it, I have heard that yoga, and meditation are really helpful in winding down, maybe there is something local to you there that you could check out?
I understand the boat deal as well, I used to have a small Lobster boat, and about 40 or so 'creels', or traps, the most relaxing and beautiful moments I had heading out of our small harbour in that boat, plowing through the light summer morning sea swell, breaking the water into a white confusion of salty foam, and looking over the side, clear as glass, right to the ocean bed, and watching the multitude of sea life moving around, just me and the boat and the occasional gull, it was, and is, food for the soul. Have you tried sailing?, not a big boat, maybe something about 16 feet or so, it's more personal that way, small rig, Gunter rig would be good for easy use, now that is relaxing, just the wind pushing you along, and the flap of the sails, and of course the peace. I had a small boat and used to sail on the sea, and Loch Lomond, and anyone I ever took along just really chilled out, maybe worth a try Ms P.

[don johnson]

"I used to have a small Lobster boat, and about 40 or so 'creels', or traps, the most relaxing and beautiful moments I had heading out of our small harbour in that boat"


That sounds VERY good right about now. Must have been hard to give up.




Peanut
Its just paint
It's just a contest there will be others don't stress.

Put the tank away for a bit and work on something else, go back to it after you have really nailed something and are full of confidence, you’ll have no problem pulling the design off than. I have no doubt in my mind you are fully capable of doing it.


You have a lot of friends here that will always be here for you.

[derkdaigler]

ms.peanut i love to hunt and fish as well as do art and its hard and not to mention expensive to do all of them especially tattoos lol. and i too find myself so bored i cant even stand it even with all my hobbies . so i know how you feel when nothing exciting happens . so u know what i do lol i just play videos games and just wate . not a very scientific or phylosophical thing to do but it works . i know you can break loose of this just need some simpler stuff in your days

[yardartnut]

My goodness.....sooooo many great words of wisdom from my friends....
Thank you all for the Many post and help......

Im feeling so much better...several times I swayed toward the shop, but made myself do something else...Brother Chris [our paster] came by Sun night, and spent almost 3 hours talking with me....and sometimes Billy.
Chris picked up on it,without me saying it, that I needed help..so he popped in to offer hugs, words, a shoulder, and prayers.

So here I am not with a second wind yet, but closer to getting back in the swing of things.

We got the camper sat...its packed, the boats batteries are charged, and Im counting the days till fri....... Ive waited a long time for this to come....


I thank you all so much for caring so much for someone ya havent even met, except thru a few pictures, and words..God Bless Ya's!!!!!

And Lee thanks a bunch for asking about Sally....I cant post enough about what a great dog she is...no wonder Steve was crazy over her........she loves to give actual hugs....she is beginning to play now [she didnt seem to know how to play before, and just relax...humm sounds like me ]
I could have choked her the other day....my screen door ripped to shreds last year..so I went ALLLLL the way to Meridian ..new screen...didnt get the blasted tool to put the rubber in [thought I had one here] spent all day fixing the screen....first time back up on door I was gonna spray some cleaner on the floor, and pow...right thru the new screen she plowed from fear of sprays...ahahaahaahahha
Yesterday I did a new screen [pet resistant of course] and incorp. a hog wire guard for her......................
She is actually starting to like being around other people...I still keep a close eye on her tho....but best of all she wont let the blasted aggravating sis in laws cats with in 5 inches of my shops...[she wont hurt them] just has a great thing for putting them back in their yard, and trees....ahahahahahaa
Last story: Thee is one Tom that has always had the bluff on the Dal/heeler Krisymas...that tom will chase that dog...so funny....Sally saw it happen ..the tom jumped at her, and the bluff was over...that Tom had the most baffled look..shoulda had a video of it.
thanks again!

[redneck]

I am glad that your pastor understand and were willing to talk to you , the new screen door would surprise anybody, do you think that your new dog maybe been hit in the face with pepper spray at one time, some dogs got a better memory than we give them credit for

[yardartnut]

Originally Posted by redneck

I am glad that your pastor understand and were willing to talk to you , the new screen door would surprise anybody, do you think that your new dog maybe been hit in the face with pepper spray at one time, some dogs got a better memory than we give them credit for

She acted as thou she had a bad experience with some sort of spray but yeterday I worked with her to clip her hair off [she has some skin problems that I found thought might be cancer] thanks goodness just needed to start a new coat for her...any way at first she was very batty, but with some trust she wound up really liking what was happening and layed down for me to finish up...so while I had her in that state I worked on the spray and she was fine with it...............for the most part she is very well trained...she appears to be over trained to the point she stays a tense ready trying not to do wrong...........Steve did not raise her..I met the boy who stated he had raised and trained her ....but just from what I gathered from him...[bad first impression he made] I wondered on that.....That fella made a request to Steves mom to get Sally back if I did not want to keep her ..but she was avid that I keep her...Ive had 2 tell me they are so glad she was not given back to him...that she was in a far better place to live a happy dogs life like Steve had provided.

[redneck]

it is good that you got to show her that the spray can was not something to be scare of , I can hit our dog with a broom or stick and she will grab it with her mouth to play with me , if I pick up a stick in front of some dogs ,they might runaway or try to bite me, because someone use a stick to punish them

[Neder/Brit]

Well judgeing from your last couple of posts you are picking up already. Glad to read that sally is ok and settled in ok. Enjoy the fishing/camping trip just bob around on the water and let the world go by. Oh yeah being a keen fisherman myself It would be great to some pics of your catches

[KDSilverBrush]

hehehe Yardnut, I love readin your posts about how things are goin at your place. Just lifts my spirits. Thanks, and I hope ya have a great camping/fishing trip. Safe journeys to you n yers.

[yardartnut]

Originally Posted by Neder/Brit

Well judgeing from your last couple of posts you are picking up already. Glad to read that sally is ok and settled in ok. Enjoy the fishing/camping trip just bob around on the water and let the world go by. Oh yeah being a keen fisherman myself It would be great to some pics of your catches

Thanks a bunches Neder....I will post some fer sure...if I dont do as usual and forget the camera...ummm think I have it on the list tho.....I went to a friends pond today badddddd weather conditions just went for the fun of it and still caught 12 pretty nice hybred bream. ...My best buddy Leland Smith can eat H-bream everyday of the week.. .I dont eat but just a tad of catfish...I have a list of people and what kind they eat so I come home and clean them and when I get a good batch I send them out.......

[yardartnut]

Originally Posted by KDSilverBrush

hehehe Yardnut, I love readin your posts about how things are goin at your place. Just lifts my spirits. Thanks, and I hope ya have a great camping/fishing trip. Safe journeys to you n yers.

Thanks KD....ahahha ya recken Don outta make a Peanuts Forum Fodder and Home Antics section....just ribbin ya I could probably post a crazy most days................